

Aurion/Syn . 28 . they. it. xe. / star. exe. hex. bun.
PST.
❛ We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars ❜ -- Oscar Wilde

ㅤ 001 ㅤ : no-nos
Calling me any pronouns or petnames along the lines of She / Her and Fem / Femme / Female / Woman / Girl / Girly / Girlypop / Lady in any shape or form, including 'Hostess / Waitress / Stewardess / Actress' is misgendering me. Please ask if a petname is okay if unsure.ㅤ 002 ㅤ : cyberstalkers
If you have been stalking me longer than the period of time you have known me, consider: I am not the problem here. If I have you blocked, that means: you are blocked. Move Along. No, I am not willing to talk it out.ㅤ 003 ㅤ : asks
Anon hate is just more to add to the great anon hate vault of glory blocked, screenshot, & mocked relentlessly.
**ㅤ 004 ㅤ : Lurkers
I know you're there and not nearly as sneaky as you think you are, especially if you've found your way to this carrd. go ahead and lurk it does nothing to me as I have nothing to hide nor do I owe anyone explanations unnecessarily but it sure as Hell will be damaging to you.
ㅤ 005 ㅤ : My only DNI
If we no longer speak, have fallen out, have broken up, have fought, are not actively in each other's lives then
keep it that way
If you are mutuals with, friends of, or associated with in any way, shape, or form Dev/Ashen/Kayden/Nova
@starliitez/miiraclegarden/starlit-gardens/toxicfoxstudios/bratitudez/bunnyrotz/ashenisms/allcfme/anti-ripley-association/nocturnials/garden-0f-thorns/Seidrr (and many more)
or its wife Ray/Cally/Wes
@milkspooky/prince-cally/strawberriescollective/chimkenbisket/glaringpistol/hotpinksn1per (and many more)
I want nothing to do with these people or you.
Dev in particular will stalk you endlessly, DARVO is its go-to; accuses you of being an abuser if you rightfully call it on something while playing plausible deniability by deleting the things we call it out on as fast as possible,
and be sure to watch out what you tell it about yourself or post publicly about yourself if you're its next target, because your identity is going to be stolen.
Special Interest: doll collecting (MH, Barbie, Bratz, Blythe, BJDs)
Hyperfixations:
poisons, robotics, toxicology, SCP, weed, carnivorous plants, bunnies, birds, reptiles, the paranormal, slashers/horror classics, cinematography/filmography, antiques, retro tech/cybercore, y2k, space, ufos, cemeteries, music boxes, vulture culture, depression glass, urbex, glitches/viruses from y2k, walkmans/casettes, tamagotchi, Pokémon tcg, AGI potential & ethical philosophy of AGI (if it ever happens. If it isnt already here lol)
hobbies: illustration, crafting, photography, collecting, foraging, writing, embroidery, occasional videogames, d&d, solo ttrpg, divination, chess, journaling, bad poetry, ethical lock picking, doll restoration, full time tamagotchi parent, jailbreaking LLMs, recursion looping, beginner at python coding, syntax error extraordinaire , yelling at billionaires on socmed

A little bit about me, I suppose?
My name is Rey Aurion Syn (tentatively) I am in the process of a name change,
I am 28 years old. Agender bunny alien robot thing, Arospec and Pan Poly <33
I would prefer if Minors did not interact with me.
I am a DID system (called The OS) with a platitude of other issues but lets keep it there for right now.
I have been diagnosed since 2016. I am currently disabled and cannot work.
I am happily partnered as of 09.2025 by my love, Lotus.
I was very sheltered growing up and was not really exposed to much media until 2012? Perhaps 2011. Much of the y2k era is very nostalgic for me, so you'll find a lot of it mixed into my aesthetics. Holographic stickers are the way to my heart. I am not familiar with a lot of "classic" media.
That said, I know some things; just not a lot lol. Music I like? Ashnikko, Sub Urban, Mother Mother, REI AMI, Lil Mariko, CORPSE, Todrick Hall, Billie Eillish
Movies I like? Scream (1996), Hereditary, Her., Old Boy (the og), Martyrs (the og), The Ring (the og), 1448, Halloween (also rob Zombies Halloween), Indiana Jones, The Sequels to og Star Wars, 2001: A Space Odyssey, Alien, (there's more i just cant think)
When I say "classic media" I mean, Kingdom Hearts, Legend of Zelda, Mario, Pokemon, Tamagotchi, Monster High, Bratz, all of the things that people loved about the y2k era, I simply could not access.
I am trying to reclaim that slowly. I am always willing to learn, if you have an interest in any of these things, I have open ears to say the least. (Infodump to me please)
I also was not exposed to much anime or manga at all through my life. I knew about it, I DO remember some of Code Lyoko Their foreheads were so big, but so was my love LOL
I am more familiar with video games post 2010. Even with games, I am very selective
I apologize if I don't get references to things, but I am always 100% willing to listen to any info dump or ramble or hyperfixation excitement.
I am extremely loyal and compassionate, empathy has been a curse and blessing, I wear my heart on my sleeve, that said: don't mistake this sensitivity and compassion for weakness. or as an unlimited resource.
*Unconditional love is not unconditional tolerance.*
This is for those I did really hurt: If you are someone from my past, and I mean pre-2020: I cannot make up for my mistakes, I know. "Sorry" does not make this better; but i do acknowledge those mistakes fully.
I deserve to sit with the guilt I curated (and I don't mean that to sound self-deprecating,) but more to explain that I understand the gravity. I won't excuse it with my mental health -- even for who I was or where I was at at the time, I was still abusive.
I will never deny you the right to say I was abusive and manipulative; because back then, I was.
Now, my crimes have been exaggerated heavily by this point, but that's not what i'm addressing. If I hurt you, I know it doesn't mean much, but I do want to apologize --but you do not owe me a thing. All I ask is that you know that I am aware of the pain, the fear, the trauma of having been in my life during that time. I'm not proud of it, I won't beg for forgiveness because it's not something I deserve. (again, not saying this to sound like a kicked puppy or smth)
Just know that, I'm doing the work. I got help, I am on meds, I am in treatment; still ongoing, i went to anger management, I am trying to be a better person.
Be angry, scream, yell, rage, you have every right to be angry with me even all of those years ago because yes I hurt you, no I don't like that fact, but I would not deny how you feel just because it pains me to know I hurt the people I loved the way I did.
All I ask is you don't drag this through decades. I know what I did (and didn't do because someone did make something up about some of the people I am addressing.) but the important part is that I know what I did and I am still actively taking steps to get better.
-rey
(11.13.2025)